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Time:12:42 am
im just flat out disappointed in myself, i started si'ing again, and even though i hate, i cant even go a few hours without it.
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Time:04:52 am
well here its 4 52 am, and its insanely boring to be in bradenton, at home, with your friend on her phone for hours. my so called friend uses me for rides, money, and getting out of her house to avoid her parents rules. such as not seeing r movies, and having her phone after 10 oclock. i mean i just started being able to see her but now that i can? i dont miss her so much because i realize why i didnt really care if we werent allowed to see each other. whatever i cant let it get to me, when my other friends do it i have no problem, but when she does it....ARGHHHH! my house makes strange noises at night that i never noticed. last night sucked, i think i have to stop drinking because it counterreacts with my medicine and makes me more depressed than usual. that sucks. *sigh*. annoyances and lack of alcohol suck.
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Subject:life as to date.
Time:07:01 pm
so pretty much? i hate life.
it really does suck.
not like any life crisis' are going on now or anything, but it just seems things arent getting better, but worse.
worst part is, my old habits are coming back.
which only means trouble.
so basically? im fucked.
plus im falling for one of my best friends...and he knows that i know hes perfect.
but hes leaving for the marine corp in october, so nothing can happen.
so yet again? im fucked.
i havent been on livejournal in over a year, and dont plan on coming back,
but i needed a journal to write in, and i remembered this.
i'll just leave you with one note.
life is a bitch...so bitch it out right back.
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Time:10:00 pm
Current Mood:pissed offpissed off
so....3 or 4 people have mentioned that i should be visiting rehab within the past weekend
how would that make you feel?
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Time:04:04 pm
in the past 24 hours i have learned 3 life lessons....and they all suck
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Time:12:52 pm
i miss my freshman year....
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Time:08:28 pm
and i think id miss you even if we'd never met.
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Time:10:22 pm
me + stupidity = the dumbest thing ive ever done.
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Time:09:14 pm
dudes!
I fucking fixed my spacebar!!!!!!!
woot!
im so proud!
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Time:08:25 pm
would.ANYONE.want.to.go.to.the.foo.fighters.and.wheezer.concert!?
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